What was there to gain, by Heather Killebrew posting my mugshot on her front door?

Joey Montes on Sunday, January 26, 2025 at 11:04 AM - The experience of enduring a stroke due to the actions of another person is profoundly distressing. The repetitive nature of my thoughts reflects a struggle that feels involuntary, as if I am trapped in a cycle of frustration and confusion. The incident that triggered this turmoil—having my mugshot displayed publicly—was not just an embarrassing act; it was a catalyst for a major health crisis that has left me grappling with physical, emotional, and mental challenges.

I find myself questioning the motivations behind such a humiliating act. What could possibly be gained from causing someone such pain? The humiliation I faced was not just a fleeting moment; it has led to serious consequences, including legal troubles and a significant decline in my well-being. The lack of empathy in this situation is staggering. I would never wish such suffering on anyone, yet here I am, trapped in a body that feels foreign and uncooperative, battling against itself.

The frustration is compounded by the isolation I feel. I can no longer express joy through smiles, and the simple act of looking in the mirror has become a reminder of my struggles. The exercises I undertake to regain movement are a testament to the arduous journey ahead. Healing is a slow process, and the absence of common sense in the actions that led to my current state only deepens my sense of despair.

This situation is not just a personal tragedy; it is a profound violation of human decency. The lack of understanding and care displayed by someone who claimed to care for me is incomprehensible. I am left to navigate this painful reality, feeling as though I am at war with my own body and mind. The journey to recovery is daunting, and the emotional toll is heavy. There is no humor in this struggle—only a deep sense of loss and a longing for understanding and compassion.