I’m sitting here remembering how I would jump from email address to email address to get your attention. I would call and call and call and I would start texting and texting and texting. All in a desperate attempt to get your attention. Whether you are reading things from me or not, that’s for you to decide not for me to try and make you. I remember, I would start to provoke and provoke and provoke to get you to pay attention to me out of sheer desperation and panic. It should’ve always been left up to you to decide and not forced upon you. I sincerely and deeply regret that I did those things and acted in such a horrible way to you. I am truly sincerely and genuinely sorry for my behavior and my words.