30 years. so happy i can stand by everything that was written then. thank you thank you for coming along with me. 51 years of ongoing capturings. here is to at least 51 more. i love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥹

Purity Isn’t Perfection

Light, Even in the Darkness

Importance of recovery and support.
Coping with the emotional and psychological toll of such situations can be incredibly challenging, often leading to significant repercussions on both mental and physical health.

I had it. I beat it. I survived it. I am tougher than a stroke.

Two months ago tonight.
It is unbelievable to reflect on the fact that I experienced a significant stroke just two months ago.

A deeper truth.
Despite the challenges, I am determined to embrace change, find strength in vulnerability, and transform adversity into positive growth.

Clearly, the stroke I suffered causes me to struggle
It is vital to delve deeper into their actions, questioning their motives and credibility.

Resilience. Respect.Reflection.
Remember, acknowledging and addressing your feelings is a courageous step toward embracing change and adapting to new realities.

Change becomes not just a reaction, but a proactive step toward healing and recovery.
The essence of change is embedded in the unknown, the unpredictable journey that it takes us on.

Recovery needs change. It demands it.
This type of change, though painful, pushes you toward growth and resilience.

Resolving To Move Forward
I recognize that I allowed her to treat and speak to me in ways that were unacceptable and unhealthy.

Love you more..
Still madly in love with my wife. Miss her desperately.

It doesn’t always have to be nor about Heather Killebrew
Joey, recovering from a stroke, experiences perseveration, involuntarily repeating topics. Despite not remembering the person involved, Heather Killebrew, Joey remains optimistic about recovery and improvement.

Exhausted and not myself today.
Experiencing extreme fatigue, difficulty swallowing, and a disconnect from their body, because of the stroke I suffered. I feel fear and confusion about the situation and uncertainty of it.

Heather Killebrew's behavior has been marked by a pattern of dishonesty, deceit, and coercion
Heather Killebrew has demonstrated a consistent pattern of dishonesty and manipulation over the years. A significant incident involved her being confronted about unauthorized credit card transactions, where she deflected blame and threatened me for raising the issue. She often used unrelated personal issues to divert attention from her actions.

In summary and conclusion, Heather Killebrew directly contributed to me experiencing a major stroke.
The actions of Heather Killebrew and the unprofessional conduct of law enforcement have had devastating consequences on my life and health. I urge a thorough investigation into these matters to ensure accountability and prevent further harm. I am pursuing judicial relief .

With Heather Killebrew, there seems to be no common sense applied, but Common sense says..
Joey Montes grapples with the pain of dishonesty and deception, by Heather Killebrew. Joey acknowledges her right to make those personal choices while recognizing the hurt caused by those choices. The narrative also touches on the impact of a major stroke, leading to a long recovery journey filled with fear and anxiety about the future.

I’ve endured the consequences of a major stroke due to the actions, behavior and conduct of Heather Killebrew
Heather Killebrew's choice to publicly display a mugshot of me on her front door was a painful reminder of a tumultuous situation. Ultimately, I experienced a major stroke as a result and consequence of Heather Killebrew's childish actions and her ridiculous conduct and behavior. This journey has been challenging, but it has also led to a deeper understanding of myself and my circumstances.

The summary of the last post

What was there to gain, by Heather Killebrew posting my mugshot on her front door?

None of it makes any sense, and with Heather Killebrew it never will.

Where had common sense been in all of this??

Heather KIllebrew's actions caused me a MAJOR STROKE!!

This is what "perseveration" is and looks like.

Whatever happened to doing things normally and being an adult about situations?

The time, energy, and resources wasted by the courts and police on this nonsensical matter are staggering.

Frightened.

Trapped.

It’s a struggle just to open my hand in the morning.

It is crucial to address the serious implications of Heather Killebrew's actions, which have significantly contributed to my health crisis.

I genuinely do not recall Heather Killebrew.

"epic September" was in reference to breaking free from a toxic and an unhealthy relationship with Heather Killebrew.

No words.. I miss Dawne.

Absence of a loved one is difficult to articulate.

DirtyJob.org coming soon.. Honoring Dawnie and helping the planet..

This is my favorite photograph ever taken. Dawne and our son..

No way to describe how much I miss Dawne..

The repercussions of Heather Killebrew's actions have been profound

Heather Killebrew's actions and behavior directly contributed and led to my stroke

The cost I bear for Heather KIllebrew's nonsense.

What did the person do that caused Joey stress and distress, which, ultimately, caused Joey's stroke?

Heather Killebrew was dishonest and deceitful from the start.

As a direct result of Heather Killebrew's action of putting and posting my mug shot from 2020 on her front door..

My profound discontent with Heather KIllebrew's actions detailed in her June 3rd, 2021 email

Regarding Heather Killebrew's comment in a June 3rd, 2021 email..

Duplicitous, dishonest, and deceitful, I believe, Heather Killebrew has proven herself to be.

Lack of professionalism

Heather Killebrew's actions, conduct and behavior, overlooked. The system is broke and corrupt.

Broken system. Overlooked and ignored, Heather Killebrew's actions, conduct and behavior.

Gemini's summary of an email Heather Killebrew sent on June 3rd, 2021

GOOGLE X ING

Who and what matters most.

Not wasting another second on someone I don’t know and don't remember. Moved on and moving on.

I know how it looks, but I don’t remember Heather Killebrew at all

I may never be able to just grip it, rip it and watch that fucker fly, ever again.

That amazing smile and those stunning eyes. No words could ever describe how much I miss you.

Rediscovered a bunch of family photos

Just opening my left hand is difficult and draining.

Gemini's summary of my previous post about Partin's conduct

What sent me to the hospital on Oct 15th, 2024

I dont remember her, "Heather KIllebrew", at all. I know it seems weird, but I don't.

The type of stroke I had "Perseveration"; What exactly is that?

Even AI sees it the same, Exchange after exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself.
Joey Montes expresses surprise that Google Gemini's artificial intelligence summarizes almost every email conversation between himself and Heather Killebrew the same way.

Planted. It's Personal.

Do Your Part, Plant a Tree.

Gemini's Summary of a April 15 and 16th of 2024 email exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself. The never ending break up still continues and goes on and on.. History keeps repeating itself.

Google Gemini Summary of a July 10, 2024 email exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself. The night I left and broke up with her for good.

Google Gemini Summary of a April 10, 2024 email exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself.

Google Gemini Summary of a April 19, 2024 email exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself.

Google Gemini Summary of a April 9, 2024 email exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself.

Google Gemini Summary of a July 8, 2023 email exchange between Heather Killebrew and myself.

Rough night.

It’s not always forward and it’s not always progress.

Another Day. Another Step.

Recover and restore.

Redesign and rebuild. Recover and restore.

Let's get to work.

Had it. Beat it. Survived it. Let's do this.

The lights are on..

If you’re a bird, I’m a bird.

celebration Day. Goal one achieved.

Wishing everyone a happy new year from rehab.

The boys and my dad came to see me today and they got to witness me go through intense physical therapy

Early start to the day, I already got my shower.

The absolute love of my life

Nobody else, but Dawnie, will do.

Getting Stronger and Better everyday.

Update on Nodule

Waiting Game

Without any doubt, I experienced several TIA's

Transient Ischemic Attack

Sometimes, all it takes is an act kindness and a simple little squeeze ball

Merry Christmas!

Seriously. I had a Stroke. No Joke.

No Bullshit. This is the biggest challenge of my life

Long day of rehab. Many more to come

Thankful and grateful

Had a stroke and got airlifted .

One more thing...
I see you, I see your beautiful smile, and those amazing eyes of yours. I don’t see you the other way, anymore. God answered my prayer and took it from me.

It's been a great day.
It occurs to me, this is our love story. My journey, now, is part of our story as well. Our love for each other endures and transcends life.

My new daily selfie – Awesome.
What can I say – it’s bad.

Lost in your eyes. I am happy and at Peace today. Thank you, my love.
Looking at this picture gazing into those beautiful, amazing blue eyes of yours, I feel the same way. I felt so loved, cared for, wanted, desired, happy, peaceful and whole.

Those eyes. Can't wait to get lost in them, once more.
It’s fitting that our song is playing. I’m so in love with you and it keeps on getting better and better. I wanted to spend the rest of my life in your eyes and you in mine. You truly amazed me.

Holy Sh!t, Bat Girl!
Today was going through the financials, to file corporate bankruptcy by the end of the year. OMG!! Which led me to have to look at emails and oh my God, again. Holy sh!t! I had an idea, but not like this. Holy sh!t!

The look on my face, when returning home from [redacted] on October 21st and discovering..
If ever, you wanted to crush, eviscerate and destroy someone (me), you would have to do exactly that. I had my heart ripped out of my ass and.. That is the reason for the look on my face.

Starting to look like my old self, again.

I’ve been struggling for years, trying different things. It’s unbearable. God took everything for me, but left me with that. I pray every day for him to take that for me too.

How do you come to terms with something like that? That never stops. That continuously rips your heart out through your ass. How? I’m begging.

You can't make this sh!t up. Yellowstone has nothing on this.
OMG!! it is amazing what you will put up with when somebody has your freedom in their hands and they know it.

Such a catch!
I have insanely high blood pressure, I’m a stroke or a heart attack away at any moment. My back is so bad I fall down a lot and have become incontinent. Oh I forgot, I have a large mass in my left lung, discovered during my vacation to that all exclusive St. Louis County jail.

How can I make peace with it
No, my first thought and vision are the terrifying, horrific and ugliness of the face of death, hers, that I saw when I rolled her over.

How do you do those things
I have struggled and suffered, so much, since that December night in 2016. So, I am asking, begging, pleading for the answers.

30 years. so happy i can stand by everything that was written then. thank you thank you for coming along with me. 51 years of ongoing capturings. here is to at least 51 more. i love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥹